gypsy in the rain


come to love me….
June 23, 2010, 11:25 pm
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We two… seekers…

May be we know what we want…

May be we both are confused…

My eyes question you if loving you hurts…

I try looking for an answer but then I hear…

Your soul saying… it too did not want to get hurt…

And we both, confused, sit inside our shells…

Wondering if one of us gets that power….

We resist ourselves from loving more…

From giving more… from taking more…

And then hurt the other person…

But believe me, love,

It doesn’t make things better for me…

For the love I want to give… is still inside me…

Like those piercing thorns…

And the space which I made, is taking you away from me…

And now I am lonely…

Imprisoned… this all seems to me like a nightmare…

I am crying for help, running voiceless….

You are walking away from me…

I can see your back blurring…

It pains inside somewhere…

must be in heart or somewhere like that…

It has no origin and no end…

It comes like waves in a sea…

The moment I think it’s getting lighter…

Another wave comes, makes me heavy…

That this corpse can feel the weight of soul…

It breathes as if it’s a sin…

an unwanted gasp…

This is all because I stopped myself

from loving you with all that I have…

I tried to hurt you…

Now you know… it pains inside me….

And now I want to surrender myself to my love…

With all the pain I have… with all the love I have…

And that my love, would not hurt more…

Come and hurt me… make me cry… make me crazy…

Leave that shield behind…

But come to love me…

I am here for you… and will always be…

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Beautifully written Shruti. There was a constant flow in your writing. Loved your post 🙂

Comment by Romeo Das

thank you…visited your blog yesterday…you express yourself nicely….

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