gypsy in the rain

Jugalbandi in my Orkut scrapbook
April 26, 2009, 10:52 am
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it is just a thought, only a thought 🙂

Redefining some:
If my life is for rent…

if it is,
till when, why
did you think of it?
did you reason why?

only a thought,
i agree, yes
but what’s the root –
did you address?

if only a thought,
let it be, let it be…
for when it passes,
you’ll smile, happily 🙂

Redefining some:
thoughts are troublesome
you may think those will pass…
they do not go away so easy…
will move keeping the scars apast

if my life is for rent..
I will see who would love it
because I want to see…
If it’s all good I am living with…

but as if now, It’s just a thought…
thinking about life is little pain
dont think the thoughts have no roots
it has been long time…since it rained…

thoughts, troublesome or not
are replaced some day,
by new thoughts –
that will come your way…

for rent, lease, mortgage
temporarily, it is, can be…
but, remember, this time, these words
when they’ll be gone, we’ll still be 🙂

let thoughts be thoughts
for they sprout anew
the rain, it will fall –
and your spirits renew 🙂

Redefining some:
so…as u said..
I will be waiting
for the new thoughts…
I will keep waiting

I hope that
new thoughts will sprout
give me a new life
I will keep waiting

I will live my life
no matter how it is
will not wait for others to decide…
my life is not for evaluating…

by those people
who never lived life..
and will not ever be living
I will not be waiting

I have released the thought
of renting my life..
I will myself take over it…
I cant be waiting…

happy waiting,
i wish, i pray
and next time, they come
talk aloud, i say..

for when you air them
someone will catch, speak
give back new thoughts,
and answers that you seek

hApPy living,
not rented, renting – but your own
for the seeds for the new
are already sown….

you cant be waiting.
not now, not later
for that moment is now
and there is no greater!

so, spread your wings –
that’s been drawn, close, shut
take out the signboard –
tell the world, the renting shop is shut 😀

Watch this space…for new reply…


Running Away
April 23, 2009, 2:05 pm
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Running …running …it’s me running
Away from you ..away far away
I wish you to come behind me
Follow me on this way…
I am running away

Being here just makes me feel dull
Seeing you makes me more weak
I want to ask you so many questions
But my senses have just stopped to speak…

It’s not that I don’t think about you
The more I think..the more I get numb
Even if you will come to me tomorrow,
I am sure, my lips will be dumb

I am sure, I would have lost control
I may just collapse in front of you
When we will meet after this
I will not be able to move…

My limbs will get paralyzed
As my eyes will get too
The tongue will forget to talk
Ears will be eager for you…

I don’t care today
The helplessness is here inside me
But I am afraid that when we will meet
You will be able to see…

So I am running away….
Running away to show that I am brave
But I want you to come back and hold me
My soul is asking you to save…

To save it from the parting
because the bodily pace is not matching
I fear that it will stay behind me
My soul will be waiting…

Will be waiting at all the places we went to
My soul will be sitting there behind you
Try to catch it and bring it back to me…
I need to be with my soul soon…
I need my life soon…